Started work at Ritz Cartlon last saturday.
Never knew waitressing could be so fun.
Free food, clothes and new friends..
:D
1:52:00 PM

Jay Sean's Down..
I love the video..
And i love their gay dancing..
LOL
So anyways..
I've been watching From Gs to Gents.
Its like the best show I've watched this month..
LOL..
Seriously..
Gangsters making a change to be gentlemen..
Damn funny..
Its also quite touching and some of them are good looking..
LOL ..
What more could you ever ask for!?
Like a bad boy wearing tuxedos treating you like super nicely..
LOL..
yeah..
And..
I FINALLY BOUGHT MY SIMS 3!!!!



Thats my favourite sim.. LOL..
His name is A-Felon..
HE'S SO G MAN..
And His parents ( who recently died )
are. Joni and Blue..
LOL...
and He married a girl named Starla..
And currently they have 5 children..
They are still active. LOL..
Okay
Goodbye world :]
9:37:00 PM

YESSSSSSSSS!!
So exams are basically over for me..
Malay is the last exam..
But i dont really care..
LOL Like seriously..
O level maths wasnt as hard as i thought it would be..
I kinda know many people will score well..
and they will moderate the marks...
I wont be surprised if i see c6..LOL
After Os today,
Went for a job interview!! LOL
EXCITING..
$4.50 an hour?
Not so worth it right..
So after the interview,
I went with Tara Siying and Ashling to Changi Airport..
Wanted to job hunt..
We ended up eating at Secret Recipe..
Siying left half way..
Me Ashling and Tara was left to divide the rest of the bill.
We took like 30 minutes to pay..
LOL -___-
AND SIYINGS MASH POTATO WAS LIKE SO DAMN CUTE OMG..
And I SPRAINED MY DAMN FOOT..
):
I CANT WALK PROPERLY ANYMORE.....
And I've edited the songs in this blog..
I love the down song ♥
6:47:00 PM

Immediately after Os, I'm gonna buy my damn sims 3 ..
YEAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay..
Today..
I didnt study..
I bathed my dog, misty..
And she didn't like it..
She was so scared..
But she smells really nice now.
LOL
..
Bored..
What a boring day..
Tomorrow I'll have emath tuition for no reason..
And the day after,
I'll be having the actual exam..
And the day after after,
I'll have the exams again...
And I'll be free...
YEAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So anyway, Went to eastpoint after dinner.
Me Teri and Richie wanted bubble tea..
Me and my brother wanted our bubble teas without pearls..
So he told me to tell the woman..
No Balls..
LOL.
So when i ordered the bubble tea..
it was like..
Joni : Aunty, one mango milkshake..no balls.. and two honey red tea..one without balls...
HAHAHAHA.....
A lot of people started laughing ..
even the lady who served me couldnt keep a straight face..
LOL..
Okay so funny siolzzxxxx...
Goodnight world :)
9:18:00 PM

and then to eastpoint for dinner..and then to the arcade for daytona..
But today was anything but the ordinary. After studying, we played cards again.
And we were kinda loud.
So this kid. called her dad to come and give us hell.
Seriously.
HELL.
He shouted vulgarities on the phone and bumped me until i like nearly flew off my seat for gods sake..
AND HE BLAMED ME FOR BEING FAT WTF. LOL.
Damn busted sia..
I'm fat, He's fat.. he still wanna try to go through the space behind me.
WTF.
Still can blame me..
So then he started scolding us for being noisy.
He called the guard and manager and every damn thing.
And then he went off ..
but came back because I said he pushed me.
WHICH WAS TRUE.
He pushed me.
But I said it was an accident.
But what could I do?
Like seriously.
He wanted to give me his IC to make a police report.
And it was pressurizing.
I just wanted everything to just stop.
He made a big fuss about everything and even the guards knew it.
He recorded us saying stuff like
" It was an accident " and " i will not report you to the police "
If he wanted us to shut up he should have just said so..
Instead of like banging my chair and what else..
Shouting.. and everything..
It was so frustrating to know that I dont dare stand up for myself..
he was a gangster ish person.. like seriously.
even his children were acting like bigshots..
At times like these..
I really feel like covering my ears screaming stuff like
DONT ASK MEEEEEEEEEEEEE DONT ASK ME DONT ASSSSSKKKKKKKKKKKK MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
LOL kidding.
Like seriously.
THIS IS BULLY.
I TOTALLY REGRET NOT CALLING THE POLICE..
Dammnnnn..
I hate it when the guilt kills me from inside..
I shouldve stood up for myself instead of making people feel like shit for something they didnt even do.
God forgive me.
9:20:00 PM

A Random song I started singing in the car :D
I'm blogging today for an extremely important reason.
LOL This is a serious blog post..
So anyway,
I've always been surrounded by a sea of people. A majority of which knows me but not as well. I've always felt alone. Like I'll forever be the only person who will be able to comfort myself when I'm down and pathetic. I never felt like there will be a person who I'll be able to call a best friend or even a real real friend. Everyone will come and go. Some people will come and go and I'll let them be. But there are only a hand full of people I'll call back if they let go.
So, to someone,
Thinking back, on a larger scale of my life, you've always been there. When i'm up or down, high or low, childish or boring. This may sound cheesy and lame, but you were there at my lowest and highest. I thank you for every damn thing you've done in my life. You made me where I am today. You were the one who motivated me and forced me to study when I was lazy like fuck. If not for you, I'd be somewhere else wasting my life.
And now, as I'm drowing in a sea of people forcing pressure on me, and me making myself guilty for terrible things I've done, you're here again to pull me to the surface for a breath of fresh air. You're the only one who knows when I'm dying inside. But that is not what makes you different from the rest. The fact that you try and sucessfully save me is what makes you real and different.
I won't ever blame you for all the wrong you do to me, unintentionally or intentionally, because you're someone I treasure. And If one day you rip my heart out from within, I'll still come and try to save and protect you from harm with all my strength. I'll never blame you for anything at all.
And when you speak of something that hurts, or when others question you about something that hurts, you don't know but it really hurts me too. Because I know how you love life. How you love people. Its not ordinary and I know because I've experienced that from you. And when you love something so much, its hard to forget. I will never be able to feel the emotions you are having, but I'll know you're hurting. In your darkest hours, just call out my name and I'll come running (or cabbing) to comfort you.
Lastly, you have many good friends while I don't. But I feel I don't need many many good friends as long as I have the ones that matter. You are definately one of those who matter. I'm sure you know that by now. Thank you for protecting my secrets. Thank you for every damn thing. We'll be in the studying together next year, same class, same year, and we'll beat everyone in our way. You're my best friend (and Elynn). I'll watch over you and your heart forever even when I'm not around. This is my promise to you.
XOXO.
Joni.
1:51:00 AM

YES ITS MA SONG!
LOL..
Its nearly 2 am.
I dont wanna sleep...
but i have to sleep..
-____-





